Man, karma’s a bitch. So is life. It’s crazy the things you’ll do to show you care… the things you’ll hide. The people you’ll hurt, including yourself, and the ones you’ll help.  Life is funny that way. Never know where it’ll take you. Just gotta enjoy the ride, you’re kinda stuck with it. look at it this way.

It’s only a one-way ticket.

Black rose and a radio fire
It’s so contagious
Such something changing my mind
I’m gonna take what’s evil

Man I feel bad ass. Better than I’ve felt in a long time. Thank God. I almost feel high…hungry for sure. Anyways the day rocked. Tomorrow makes up for it though by failing epically. Cleaning out my car….my condo. Doing laundry. Paying bills.

Also XM radio ftw!

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Ugh. Mondays. Thank god for 3 day weekends, no?

Show’s up and running. The week went fine. A few Hiccups. Ran over my foot with a set piece….2200 ton set piece. Hurt like hell. But it’s okay now. I finished the show. Last night spent some time at the local game store getting to know new people and play some games. It was a nice change. Gotta Run Some errands today. Play some basketball with the guys from work. Then drive an hour….sounds great right? Meh. I need to go get ready. I should start soon.

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So I’m beginning to think we never grow out of high school Drama. But I’m at a point where if I care anymore… I won’t care about myself. So where do I go from here?

Iono. I guess I’ll just roll with the punches….that’s what I always do. It’s nice to have friends who understand and care. And its nice when they actually do what they say and mean what they say…I’ve forgotten how that feels. A certain friend of mine… doesn’t seem to be able to do that. No matter how much I trust them. It’s always inconvenient to be my friend unless they benefit from it…..

So I just throw myself into my work.  My games, and my friends who are there. I’ve always rolled with the punches…I can do that now.

As for gaming related stuff. I’m playing a lot of COD4 and the Penny Arcade game….not much time to complete GTAIV’s story. I’m working on my 4th edition D&D campaign. And I love this new system…. as a DM it is …. more than we could ever have asked for.

I pre ordered 4th edition D&D…all three core rulebooks. They ship next week. In my impatience though, I got a hold of the books in a digital form. And Have been reading them….I can’t wait!! I’m already building my 4th edition campaign world. And I’m writing plots and creating characters. This system is going to be a blast to run. I’m bouncing up and down with excitement. I’m hoping to build an average sized group for tabletop sessions at my condo. Here’s hoping I can find enough people. I think I can.
I’ll also probably run an online game via D&D Insider.
All I can say without spoilers is ….. 4th edition is much better than 3.5.

And that I cannot wait for Barbarians and Psions!

Found a cool site that has introduced me to some awesome new music. Pandora.com It’s an internet radio that you search an artist you like, itll play a song by that artist you tell it give me more like this or no more like this and it’ll find other artists based on that. I’ve discovered groups of awesome this way.

Pzychobitch

Assemblage 23

VNV Nation

Frontline Assembly

All of which are awesome. Anyways back to cleaning. Peace dogs.

Well last night was a catastrophe. The first show went great then the evening show didn’t go so well. Was canceled due to technical issues.But the crowd was really cool the whole time. I’m about to head out to the folks for dinner. The artist is Pzychobitch by the way. Enjoy.

As for the rest of everything, I’m doing better. Just playing some GTAIV and the Penny Arcade game. Enjoying my life as it is.  It’s not as stressful. Anyways gotta go. Peace out.